The Following is Not an Ego Trip. The Following is Me.
I am a walking contradiction. You can't label me because I am many things. Call me a poser if you want but I know I am original whether you in your tiny life take the time to notice it or not.
I'm open to every kind of music, as most anything with a beat can affect my emotions.
Talk to me and I will always listen if what you have to say is worth hearing. If you listen to me though, it is not always guaranteed I will talk.
It takes a lot for me to trust anyone. I've only ever clicked immediately with one person and I doubt they know who they are or even acknowledge my care for them much anymore. It hurts me to think we were closer once.
I'm clever but I don't like to share it all the time. I'm quiet and will sit on my own but it does not mean I don't know everything that is going on around me. My remarks are sparse but thought out. If you spend enough time with me and take time to care though and coax me, I can be very loud.
I am a slave to fantasies and romance. I think about mortality far too much and have to emerse my mind in things that are not real. Call me a coward but I don't want to die.
I am a freak magnet, which is not always a good thing. The underbelly of the male gender has a strange fascination with my existence that I have yet to explain.
I'm not perfect and I'll be the first one to tell you that. I'm not sexy. Call me that and you'll more likely see me cringe. Events in the past have made me not in the least partial to a whole lot of contact. I've done things that will always make my stomach churn and whether or not they'd do the same for you - I just don't care.
I have incredibly low self esteem but I'll take millions of pictures of myself to find something that I like.
If I say I love you, I mean it.
I take flirting too seriously if I really like you. I never express that I like someone so if I don't outright say it, don't think I don't love you more than anything and will be hurt when you move on.
I'm a vegetarian but not wildly so. I have my ethics but that is not where they lie. If you're homophobic though - don't even bother talking to me.
I crave friends who want freedom and have dreams. If you're close minded and uncaring it is likely I will hate you.
I'm painfully superficial.
I go through phases faster than you could say the word.
Movies contain my soul but not shit like Austin Powers.
I will not EVER bend to your likes so you will like me, but I will always take them into consideration. Be happy if I want to be your friend. Good for you if you want to be mine.
"I Tolerate This Century But I Don't Enjoy It"
~Dr.Who~
My Professions Include:
Movie Director [about 7 films so far one more important that others]